
Hi.
Just wanted to say that i think it's sad to be forced into something you dont want to do, to feel things you dont want to feel, and stuff like that.
Okay, actually 'sad' is not the appropriate word. But hope you get what I'm trying to say.
It depends on context.
I think I get that alot.
Thinking too deep into things and analysing too much.
Let me just say, I dont analyse homework and look through every single detail on all that boring perfectionist-in-mugger-world stuff, I analyse people.
And not particularly people, but what people think of me.
I'm just so conscious about it sometimes it drives me nuts.
Sometimes I think I care too much. That I hold on to things that I should have let go of ages ago.
But as I said, it's "sad" to be forced into something you dont intend on "doing".
In my case, I always feel things I dont want to when i think too much into what people do/say/act towards me (like their "ulterior motive") , and end up taking their actions towards me way too personally, like I always do.
This sounds like such an emo post but it's like a cheem version of my way of thinking when I look back. Cheem things always sound emo for some reason :/
(Is this even considered cheem?!?!?!)
Some are sad, yes, but not all.
So, the main point is, I should stop being so analytical about what people think of me.
Because what's most important is what God thinks of me.
Yes!
Okay, I think I'm satisfied with this post so goodbye!
Labels: change your mind - AAR♥