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hey there.
So bdiv won our first match yay :)
And i can tie a cherry stem into a knot with my mouth heehee ;)
I think this post is going to suck cause I simply dont have the time to structure it and stuff.
Therefore, there are gonna be lots of random things popping out of nowhere in this post, so it's best you're prepared for it in the beginning :D
My gor is going to leave for NS soon.
I'm gonna be a lonely kid.
I am going to continue to work my ass off for hockey basically because my team deserves it.
And when I say "my team" i mean EVERYONE.
EVERYONE includes juniors and people not in the main 20 because truthfully, we are all still part of the team!
I'm so glad to have their support and encouragements :)
They are really great sources of motivation and we all should work hard together, for each other, and for the common goal we strive for!
Yes. We're all so blessed to have coach as well, who really wants the best for us and shares the same passion and desire we do.
I feel really appreciative that he stayed and yeah, we should work hard for him too!
I am also going to continue to prove myself.
To continue improving, continue giving this all I've got.
Nothing but my best and let God do the rest :)
It feels great being close to God and I never want to let go :)
Another reason why we should tell the world about Jesus - That they may share the same joy!
I love being happy. And I feel that with God, I really feel much more worth in my life.
Seeing Him continuously working my life is simply an amazing feeling.
And I know God is faithful and can make all things possible for me!
Trusting & believing. That's what I'm hanging on to :)
OH YES!
Today, there are people I need to thank.
Cause careless me, left my shoebag in school before rushing for NYP training!
But THANK GOD FOR THESE KIND SOULS WHO WERE WILLING TO LEND ME THEIR STUFF :)
Hsin Inn for her socks, Ruth for her shoes and Phoebe & Rachelle for their shindguards! :)
Even though there's like little chance that they'll read this, they should be commended for their good deeds yay! :D
But hey, I'm such a cool person God made, who would'nt wanna read this blog? ;)
Hee!
One more thing, Beatrice Goh did a mean thing today.
It is too mean to be written here.
But actually the incident turned out quite amusing.
I said we'd remember it in 20 years and I hope we do :)
Actually, sitting next to her in class is quite entertaining.
I always know that I'm not the only one who like did'nt do homework HAHAH.
We are so accountable lah, always never do together! :D
Yup. Our conversations are interesting too, most of the time.
Feels like sec 1 all over again!
Wow, how time really flies. And how I treasure all those little moments I've had with everyone.
I love friends. I hope all those I've made will stay with me for life, honestly.
Especially those in hockey, whom I've known for 3, going on 4 years :)
They are really awesome and have been such blessings in my life.
I'm just a blessed person.
These things make me happy, and as I have mentioned earlier, I like being happy :)
It's great to be optimistic.
Let's all stay that way.
Praise You God Of Earth And Sky
How Beautiful Is Your Unfailing Love
Unfailing Love - Chris Tomlin
Labels: BY HIS STRENGTH ALONE I'LL OVERCOME
Wassup.
I think today was a rather interesting day.
Waking up in the morning and praying was the best thing I've done for myself in a long time.
Many weird "annoying" and "misfortunate" events came about today, but i took them without much dread. Like I did'nt feel like how I usually would, had they occured on another day.
So, today is a happy day for me, despite those things :)
And I love God for His great merciful love over me.
Having my saviour in my life 24/7 is the best feeling :)
You should try it some time ;)
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Hi.
Just wanted to say that i think it's sad to be forced into something you dont want to do, to feel things you dont want to feel, and stuff like that.
Okay, actually 'sad' is not the appropriate word. But hope you get what I'm trying to say.
It depends on context.
I think I get that alot.
Thinking too deep into things and analysing too much.
Let me just say, I dont analyse homework and look through every single detail on all that boring perfectionist-in-mugger-world stuff, I analyse people.
And not particularly people, but what people think of me.
I'm just so conscious about it sometimes it drives me nuts.
Sometimes I think I care too much. That I hold on to things that I should have let go of ages ago.
But as I said, it's "sad" to be forced into something you dont intend on "doing".
In my case, I always feel things I dont want to when i think too much into what people do/say/act towards me (like their "ulterior motive") , and end up taking their actions towards me way too personally, like I always do.
This sounds like such an emo post but it's like a cheem version of my way of thinking when I look back. Cheem things always sound emo for some reason :/
(Is this even considered cheem?!?!?!)
Some are sad, yes, but not all.
So, the main point is, I should stop being so analytical about what people think of me.
Because what's most important is what God thinks of me.
Yes!
Okay, I think I'm satisfied with this post so goodbye!
Labels: change your mind - AAR♥
Hello.
How was your day.
It's late now and i'm bored with nothing to do. Really.
And i'm not tired enough to go to sleep.
It's so weird that i can find energy at night and start sleeping in school -.-
That bad habit has to come to an end.
Sec 4 life is difficult, and i'm worried cause i feel as if i'm not as hardworking as everyone else.
And can you believe it?
I CANT FIND MY MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM BOOK.
OH MY GOSH. SO SCREWED LAH.
Ugh.
It's barely been 2 weeks and i feel so lethargic already.
I mean, 3 tests on the second week of school is obviously VERY DRAINING.
Not to mention doing all the holiday homework that i did'nt do during the holidays...
I had chinese compo today, and there's a lit test tmr, thursday there's amath test and friday's physics.
I'm reaching home late practically EVERYDAY.
Monday i've got chinese tuition after school.
Tuesday is training and physics tuition after that. (which means i reach home at around 10+)
Wednesday is LEARNING CLUB O.O
Thursday is training.
Friday is also training and i'm thinking of whether i should go for DBS.
Yes, that is my sec 4 life.
And at night comes the studying which probably explains why i'm still awake now.
Midsummer Night's Dream is okay to study lah.
But lit is just plain difficult to score.
Solution? PRAY.
Oh and BDIVISION is really coming soon.
I pray that the people in nationals will be able to play with us :/
And that i can SOMEHOW MAGICALLY DSA to a good JC.
Even though i think there is quite a low possibility of me being able to qualify.
But nevertheless, i will still try.
Since i have no confidence at all in my results getting me anywhere.
So this DSA thing is like my hope of having a better future? HAHAH.
Sounds retarded but yes, getting into a good JC is really important.
Especially in the if-you-dont-have-a-degree-youre-a-loser mindset of Singapore.
Where jobs are given based on how well you do in studies, meaning how well you can memorise things even if you dont understand (cause no one will know) and where there is no emphasis on creativity and individuality whatsoever, in the case of applying for jobs.
Well, at least that's what the impression of being in st nicks has given me.
The school wants the best for us and thus strips us from all of that "nonsense" and "rubbish" while drilling us into being the perfect students. Where we mug all day and night. Awesome.
And even though i have already been placed there for 9 (going on to 10) years of my life and have gotten used to all the conformity it has to offer, i still refuse to be moulded into a mugger with no life.
Maybe it's best i turn into one this year?
I have no idea.
But working hard also does not necessarily mean having no life.
So i shall try to strike a balance.
Study hard, play hard.
That's me.
Not st nicks.
Okay, in the midst of all this, let's just remember that sometimes we need to go through difficult times in order to be moulded into better people. I did not learn this from school even though they TRY to instill these values into us, and have talked to us about it with analogies and stories, but i have to say that values really cant be taught or impressed upon us through theory.
Yup. That's just my opinion.
But yes, My God's love for me is too steadfast to be weak and to let me take the easy road.
We need to struggle and suffer in order to reach certain heights.
And even if we lose strength along the way, His power is made perfect in weakness.
That's all i feel like typing for today.
This blog is quite good to help me de-stress and focus on my goals eh? Cool...
Goodnight.
Labels: streams in the desert
TRAILER FOR DEAR JOHN.
IT LOOKS SO COOL AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC!
AND CHANNING TATUMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
GONNA WATCH THIS WITH OLIVIA SOON :D
but for now, it's off to amath.
bye! :)
Labels: maybe it's meant to be
Hello. Sorry the blog is like super dead but of course it is, im sec 4.
Wow.
Big shocker.
And now everyone seems so stressed out and working sooooooo hard except for me.
Like i cant bring myself to even do an hour of math!?!?!
ARGH.
Something's wrong with me, like i dont have a "mugger" button to turn on like everyone else.
I'm just too darn lazy.
Okay, this is not helping so i think i shall just go and try studying now.
Oh yeah, and yesterday night was awesome :)
Thanks to all who came.
Really enjoyed it alot and im sure everyone did too :)
So yeah, let's continue striving together, encouraging each other and building His kingdom!
Goodbye now :)
Labels: Youre more than enough for me
this is so shit. i havnt updated here for so long.
i have done nothing study-related this holiday simply because it's a holiday.
and now that 2010 has crept into my life i am starting to feel screwed.
but take comfort.
what has done cannot be undone.
and i'll always have my pillar of strength and support.
happy new year to all.
<3 e-sean!
Labels: are we human or are we dancer