
hey guys.
i have quite mixed emotions now.
overall, i think that the 'feedback session' thing was really productive so yay!
and well, i think facing the giants was a really good way to end the whole thing too :)
like in the movie, i feel that there were some things we could relate to and that's great!
well, i have some things that i kind of want to sound out. (yes, i do like to comment and give my opinions on many things)
cause after all that i got thinking lah, basically.
actually our team really consists of very very friendly and nice people which i am grateful for.
and we may have our differences but i think this feedback session kind of helped us be aware of how our actions can affect others around us negatively and just give us that choice of whether we cared enough for the team to change ourselves for the benefit of Bdiv 2010.
okay, another thing. im quite glad that the thing about me "trying" to take another position came up cause i've been talking about it to mackie the other day and yeah, i agree with yall that i guess i should stay at my position cause what i said to mackie was that even though now i dont really feel that comfortable in my position cause i am always like going up during trainings (apologies) i should just stick to right back cause we are all fighting for spots in the team and i should just fight for my initial position and not try to take someone else's cause that would not be right.
so guys, please remind me to stay at the backs k?
really sorry if you guys felt annoyed about it cause i really dont intend on 'stealing' anyone's positions.
another thing i would like to apologise about is for being bossy when we were playing matches.
well, im naturally competetive and my way of communicating during the match is well, by shouting cause i feel that if someone is'nt doing something or maybe forgets to do something during the match, you should tell them. yeah, hope you guys understand. im really not angry when i shout, but it's just my way of trying to improve our game i guess.
yup. and i have some other stuff to say as well.
hmmm, well, i kind of agree to most of the things that were like 'said' about me.
yes, i know, i'm kind of self-centred and like things my way and well, maybe im like an attention seeker or something?
so now im thinking that that shouldnt be the case lah.
not for me. i dont want to be the cause of any unhappiness in our team.
so please pray for me. to learn, to grow, to be a better person, to be a better christian, to be a better witness for God.
well, im just so so thankful we had the thing today.
like everyone knows how everyone feels now.
and i know im going to put my very best for the team cause you guys are so worth it.
we'll encourage each other all the way yup? :)
and well, we all have our flaws but together we can help improve each other!
which is what i really really want.
yes, thank God for this day cause i think it will really have a good impact on the team as a whole.
appreciate the feedback guys!
will try to be less shitty!
SN HOCKEY BDIV 2010 im there for a reason.
Thank you God.
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