WHY AM I NOT STUDYING!?!?!?!?!?!
GO AND STUDY NOW!
YES NOW!
GOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ugh.
happy teachers' day.
Labels: the lovers are losing♥
argh.
math homework is so annoying!
17) E-Sean:
- Emaths: 7, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21
- Amaths: 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 11, 12, 13, 14 (2), 17, 18, 19, 20, 22, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31
WHAT THE HECK!
Labels: just because i said it doesnt mean i meant it♥
giwevgfoqfgtr
i love keane!♥
their music rocks my socks :D
oh man! it's like one of the best albums of all time!
WHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM GETTING EXCITED NOW :D
teehee :D
anyways, this week is like super ORDINARY.
quite sad.
i dunno how im gonna cope for eoys D: ARGH.
need to go bishan library to mug everyday with mag and beat during september hols. heh. we did that last year.
well, so far the results i've been getting back for term 3 (the slips of paper they give you to sign) are like OKAY lah...
only emath got big problem :(
stupid coordinate geometry pulled the whole term's marks down D:
but wahbiang, i think my lit and ss geog will be the worst!!
oh poo, i think im mentally prepared for that already. although, im quite confident that i've improved this term (which is my aim) as long as i can get A1 for chem and possibly an A2 for physics? hmmm.....
the cool part of today:
today BEFORE hockey was cool.
stacey was forced to bring a guitar to school (heehee! :D)
yeah, so before hockey we were all singing a screwed up version of thunder!
and even though the guitar didnt sound nice(wonder what rubbish that person was playing...), i think it was just the fact that everyone was singing that was so heart-warming :)
we should seriously do more of these cool stuffs together!
more karaokes and more guitar-playing plus singing stuff :D
i dont mind opening my house after eoys :)
we can play instruments, sing and have loads of fun! whoohoo!
-end of cool moment-
yup. and today i told mackie and olivia about well, my worries.
worries that worry me :(
but i guess it isnt entirely up to me.
just keep doing whatever im doing and try to improve.
speaking of improvements in life,
im quite happy that my reverse hits are improving so i will just continue to train those.
and from now on i need to bring 'home recess' on tuesdays and thursdays (?)
yeah, so we can train during recess.
did i ever mention this?
i hate it when im hungry.
like seriously hungry.
sometimes, when i dont eat, i will feel like super WEAK and frail.
and when i do stuff, it's as if all the energy is drained from me.
AND, my stomach will have this super grouchy feeling.
sometimes, cause i feel weak, my hands get shaky too D:
no wonder today chem SPA i cannot pour the hydrochloric acid into the measuring cylinder properly! my hand was super shaky lah.... yeah, cause i was hungry.
anyways, this whole post has had no structure to it at all.
just blab out whatever comes to my mind.
GO AND LISTEN TO KEANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE PERFECT SYMMETRY ALBUM♥!
~whoosh! just remembering it makes me want to go listen again!:D
heheheheh :)
off to my ipod!
Labels: againandagain♥
currently emo-ing and mcr-ing.
sorry if the emo-ness bothers you
To un-explain the unforgivable,
Drain all the blood and give the kids a show.
By streetlight this dark night,
A séance down below.
There're things that I have done,
You never should ever know!
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
Who walks among the famous living dead,
Drowns all the boys and girls inside your bed.
And if you could talk to me,
Tell me if it's so,
That all the good girls go to heaven.
Well, heaven knows
That without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
And without you is how I disappear,
And live my life alone forever now.
Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore,
So I can't hurt you anymore.
And now, you wanna see how far down I can sink?
Let me go, f***!
So, you can, well now so, you can
I'm so far away from you.
Well now so, you can.
And without you is how I disappear,
And without you is how I disappear,
Whoa whoa... (And without you is how I disappear)
Whoa whoa... (And without you... is how, is how, is how...)
Forever, forever now!
This Is How I Disappear - My Chemical Romance
Labels: life sucksssssssss
the weirdest convo we've ever had! hahah :D
and we've had like loads of convos.
okay, fine. ONE of the weirdest.
the weirdest one was still in sec 2 when we had more time for weird things :)
hahah!
anyways, it's funny so enjoy reading :)
and i have a feeling stacey is not gonna like seeing this... ohwell!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
anyways
i will never get a guy who supports man u
!!!!
i dont think my dad will approve
HAHAH!
Stacey. says:
YES, ugh.
HAHAHAH
he won't promise the guy your hand in marriage, awww
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
whatever
also dont want his hand
full of man u grossness
oh and man u is leading now
ARGH!
Stacey. says:
yes i know
ugh
HEE i hate man u the most, then chelsea!
blahblahblah. talking about how rooney looks like a fat elf which is a known fact...
so, CONTINUE! :D
Stacey. says:
HAH, anyway, i'm going to do lit project now!
so can't talk!
byeeee, see you tomorrow!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
eh isit the psycho path thing??
Stacey. says:
i'll wear my new bra, gosh how exciting
YES
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
new bra????
HAHAH!
exciting??????
ROFLMAO!
okay then erm, have a good what-is-left-of-the-day
Stacey. says:
YES exciting!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
o.O
Stacey. says:
hahahh thanks
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
later itchy then how?
Stacey. says:
wait let me tell you about my new bra!
no it's very comfy
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
-.-
Stacey. says:
i bought like 2
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
HAHAH
this is weird
Stacey. says:
one is orangey-pinky with grey and the other is mostly blue and purple!
and it's all made of the cooling material
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
OMG MATCH YOUR SHOES
Stacey. says:
OMGOSH YES
WHOOOOOOOO
SO HAPPY
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
cooling material?!?!?!
Stacey. says:
YES
COOLING MATERIAL
THE COOL COOLING KIND!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
o.O
isit ex?
Stacey. says:
GOT OFFER!
GOSH THIS IS THE BEST PART
at first it was like 59.90 for one
then NOW,
IT'S LIKE 59.90 FOR 2
AND THE 3RD ONE IS $10!
YAYYYY
my sis took the 3rd one btw
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
ohhh
Stacey. says:
okay whatever why am i so full of crap O:
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
hahah! you always are!
omgosh so weird! weird bras from weird places!
Stacey. says:
it's damn cool!
OKAY
I'M GOING TO NOT PROCRASTINATE
OR BE DISTRACTED
GOODBYE!
HAVE FUN!
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
hahah sorry
bye!
Stacey. says:
OH IT'S OKAY, LET'S ALL PRAY THAT MAN U WILL LOSE
BYEEEE
e-sean. showmeeverything&tellmehow ; says:
byebye
anyways, just now i started talking to random ppl on MSN to keep myself from dying of boredem. also cause need to ask some ppl stuffs...
and this was the most interesting convo so here you go! :D
Labels: look how they shine for you
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today was the CIP thingo.
quite fun lah going around asking people for donations, but also quite tiring...
and i really really think that im gonna die doing all the damn math homework!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
argh.
i have absolutely no one to share my pain with.
to share anything with.
cause we're all too dammit busy mugging like shitzxzxzxxz!
ARGH!
it annoys me so.
how people put aside friendships and basic communication with one another for BOOKS!
yes. if you know me well enough, i HAVE to be with people.
i would be the least likely to survive being the last person on earth.
i mean, hello? i dont even like taking public transport by myself!
okay, this is stupid.
But i really pray for company.
cause im the kind of person who needs it.
you may not need it, but i think i do.
so i cant stand shitty people like YOU who blow of your friends for no good reason at all!
yes, THAT THANG is not a good reason.
and you know what? you're probably not going to read this cause you dont actually CARE about your friends anymore!
so everyone reading this, i am not talking about you!
okay sorry, im just so pissed.
ARGH!
AND ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!
LOSE, MAN U, LOSE!
if you are a man u fan, there's nothing personal but I HATE YOU!
i will never NEVER EVER get a guy who is a man u fan. EVER!
Labels: i am going to get some apple juice now
having sore throat is the worst! D:
gahhhhhhhhhh!
yeah lah, fake puberty cause it seriously feel like my voice is breaking :/
ive drunk like more than 1 litre of water for the past hour!
and the back of my throat still has this gross acid-y feeling. BLEAGH.
anyways. dinner.
goodbye!
Labels: love drunk ; BLG♥
hey guys.
i have quite mixed emotions now.
overall, i think that the 'feedback session' thing was really productive so yay!
and well, i think facing the giants was a really good way to end the whole thing too :)
like in the movie, i feel that there were some things we could relate to and that's great!
well, i have some things that i kind of want to sound out. (yes, i do like to comment and give my opinions on many things)
cause after all that i got thinking lah, basically.
actually our team really consists of very very friendly and nice people which i am grateful for.
and we may have our differences but i think this feedback session kind of helped us be aware of how our actions can affect others around us negatively and just give us that choice of whether we cared enough for the team to change ourselves for the benefit of Bdiv 2010.
okay, another thing. im quite glad that the thing about me "trying" to take another position came up cause i've been talking about it to mackie the other day and yeah, i agree with yall that i guess i should stay at my position cause what i said to mackie was that even though now i dont really feel that comfortable in my position cause i am always like going up during trainings (apologies) i should just stick to right back cause we are all fighting for spots in the team and i should just fight for my initial position and not try to take someone else's cause that would not be right.
so guys, please remind me to stay at the backs k?
really sorry if you guys felt annoyed about it cause i really dont intend on 'stealing' anyone's positions.
another thing i would like to apologise about is for being bossy when we were playing matches.
well, im naturally competetive and my way of communicating during the match is well, by shouting cause i feel that if someone is'nt doing something or maybe forgets to do something during the match, you should tell them. yeah, hope you guys understand. im really not angry when i shout, but it's just my way of trying to improve our game i guess.
yup. and i have some other stuff to say as well.
hmmm, well, i kind of agree to most of the things that were like 'said' about me.
yes, i know, i'm kind of self-centred and like things my way and well, maybe im like an attention seeker or something?
so now im thinking that that shouldnt be the case lah.
not for me. i dont want to be the cause of any unhappiness in our team.
so please pray for me. to learn, to grow, to be a better person, to be a better christian, to be a better witness for God.
well, im just so so thankful we had the thing today.
like everyone knows how everyone feels now.
and i know im going to put my very best for the team cause you guys are so worth it.
we'll encourage each other all the way yup? :)
and well, we all have our flaws but together we can help improve each other!
which is what i really really want.
yes, thank God for this day cause i think it will really have a good impact on the team as a whole.
appreciate the feedback guys!
will try to be less shitty!
SN HOCKEY BDIV 2010 im there for a reason.
Thank you God.
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